too far gone

trishnanamchoom

I feel like a fool. I am truly the biggest thick-head ever. If I knew better, if I ever learned from my mistakes, I would have stayed away from him. I wouldn’t have tried to try to read him, tried to understand him. Because he is not someone I can help, he is not someone who wants to be helped. He is too far gone to be helped. He is going to corrupt my soul too…

I wish I had seen this lingering darkness around him sooner… before it started seeping into me. I wish I could have helped him. I wish I knew that he didn’t know how to ask for it. I wish I didn’t have to hurt him.

Published by trishnanamchoom

someone once described me as a girl who wasn't underestimating or overestimating herself. But as someone who looked at things differently than the rest. For a long time i considered myself to be the odd one out. I thought i would never be as satisfied with the life i was living at that point in time, thought i deserved more. Until i saw the depth of love of the people around me. And how much more meaningful my life actually was.

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  1. how long will u try to convince yourself by giving excuses. May be you are just wrong, totally wrong in understanding the real issue, May be you are just wrong in understanding him

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